Please tell me what you think of this poem... it is suppose to be a dark poem but tell me if it is depressing...(i've been writting depressing poems lately...)

I cry out to the lord
to help me here
to fade away and disapper
to take away the pain and fear
I cry out to my parents
to stop the fighting
but they won't listen
so why help trying
I cry out to my friends
to help me live
they gave me love
and thats what I needed
because of them, I dont want to fade in...